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To Love

by Jonathan

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1.
Battles 06:26
CONVERSATIONS MAKE ME CRAWL ON THE GROUND BUT THERE'S SO MUCH I OUGHTA DO I SEEK THE TREASURES TO STOP ME WONDER AROUND I MAKE DECISIONS TO FEEL LESS OF RIDICULE AND SPIT MY HEART OUT I'LL SPIT MY HEART OUT THEN I'LL BE YOUR, I'LL BE YOUR GUIDE YES I'LL BE YOUR, I'LL BE YOUR GUIDE THE BATTLES OF ME, THE BATTLES OF YOU THE BATTLES I HATE, THAT WE CAN ALL CHOOSE THE BATTLES OF FATE, THE BATTLES OF LUST THE BATTLES I CRAVE, SO WE COULD ADJUST IT'S THE BATTLES OF... THE BATTLES I CRAVE, THE BATTLES I CHOOSE THE BATTLES I NEED, THE BATTLES I USE THE BATTLES OF YOU, THE BATTLES OF ME THE BATTLES I HATE, SO WE COULD UNSEE THE BATTLES OF PEACE, THE BATTLES OF US THE BATTLES I CRAVE, SO WE CAN ALL RUST THE BATTLES I HATE, THE BATTLES OF YOU THE BATTLES I NEED, THE BATTLES I CHOOSE IT'S THE BATTLES OF...
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Coming Again 04:40
AND IT'S COMING AGAIN, AND IT'S SO HARD TO TAKE IT'S COMING FROM EVERYONE YOU TRUST THE FEELING YOU JUST CAN'T AJDUST WHEN IT'S COMING AGAING, IT'S SO HARD TO LOOSE THE FEELING YOU JUST CAN'T REFUSE BEING THE ONE YOU'RE LEFT TO CHOOSE WHEN YOU SEE ME COMING OVER AND IT BLOWS YOUR FACE AWAY HEAR ME SHOUT, THROUGH THE WINTER: "TO FORGIVE, TO FORGET..." YOU SAY IT WASN'T YOUR FRIEND AND THAT YOU SUFFER ALONE YOU KNOW THE TRIPS THAT CARRY YOUR WILL TO SEE WHAT'S LEFT UNDONE BUT WHEN YOUR'RE FALLING AWAY AND YOU MISS YOUR HOME YOU'RE CALLING OUT TO EVERYONE: "NOTHING EVER FELT SO WRONG..." THEN YOU SEE ME COMING OVER AND IT BLOWS YOUR FACE AWAY HEAR ME SHOUT, THROUGH THE WINTER: "TO FORGIVE, TO FORGET..." AND YOU SEE ME HOWLING OVER WHAT'S NEEDLESS TO SAY... HERE WE ARE, IN THE WINTER WE'RE FROZEN... "WILL YOU BE THE ONE, TO STAND IN MY PLACE? YOU CAN DO HARM AND YOU CAN ERASE WILL ALL THAT I AM EVER MAKE SENSE TO YOU...? WILL YOU BE THE ONE, CALLED A MISTAKE? TO SWALLOW MY WOUNDS, THE ONES I CAN TAKE WILL YOU BE THE ONE I KNOW I CAN TRUST? TO SHOW WHAT I NEED, TO SEE THROUGH THE DUST PLEASE BE THE ONE, THAT KNOWS I'M A WASTE YOU CAN DO HARM AND YOU CAN EMBRACE WILL YOU...BE YOU?..." SEE ME COMING OVER, LET IT BLOW YOUR FACE AWAY 'CAUSE IT'S NEEDLES TO SAY, THAT YOU BLEW IT ALL AWAY THOUGH IT ALL MAKES SENSE TO YOU, AND THERE IS NO WAY TO PROVE THAT YOU THREW IT ALL AWAY, ALL AWAY MY CHILD...
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Leaving Here 05:12
AND I DON'T FEEL LIKE LEAVING HERE ALTHOUGH I DON'T THINK THAT I'M REALLY HERE BUT I WON'T JUDGE IF IT STRIPS ME BARE TODAY... AND I WON'T HOLD A GRUDGE BY STAYING HERE 'CAUSE IT'S TOO LATE, AND IT'S OLD, AND IT HARDLY SEEMS FAIR AND I DON'T FEEL IT'S ANYONE... AND I DON'T FEEL IT'S ANYONE'S FAULT
4.
Days 05:15
ON THIS SHITTY DAY, WALKING FASTER THAN ON THOSE FINER DAYS, THEY'RE GONE ON THIS SHITTY DAY, FALLING FASTER THAN WE HAVE EVER THOUGHT WE'D FALL... "IT'S EASIER WHEN YOU CRY, YOU FAKE IT AND IT'S A LIE TO MAKE ME SOFT, TO GIVE ME WHAT YOU WANNA SEE..." BUT WELL, YOU SEE, WHEN IT'S OVER I'M NEAR TO YOU, THEN I'M SO SOBER, AND IT'S NOT TRUE I SAY IT'S MY ACHING HEART, THAT KEEPS ME ALIVE AND THAT WE ARE TOO SOBER TO FUCK IT UP ON THIS SHITTY DAY, WALKING FASTER THAN ON THOSE FINER DAYS, THEY'RE GONE ON THIS SHITTY DAY, FALLING FASTER THAN WE HAVE, WE HAVE ON THIS SHITTY DAY, WALKING FASTER THAN ON THOSE FINER DAYS, THEY'RE GONE ON THIS SHITTY DAY, FALLING FASTER THAN WE HAVE EVER THOUGHT WE'D FALL NOW IT'S BEEN SEVEN SEAS, AND SEVENTY YEARS I HOLD ONTO, ALL THERE IS TO SEE YOU WAKING, SLOWLY WAKING...SLOWLY MAKING, DISTANT LOVE UNTIL YOU ARE TENDER, THEN YOU WILL SURRENDER TO ME IT'S ALL THERE IS YOU SEE, NOW TO WHO SHOULD I SAY:"I WANNA DO IT, OH AND DISSOLVE IN YOU", IT'S GETTING HARDER TO SEE WHERE IT GOT TO... SAY YOU WANT IT, SAY YOU WANT IT NOW, I KNOW IT'S SO LOW, AND NOT HUMBLE ENOUGH, MY PART IS TO SAY: ON THIS SHITTY DAY, WALKING FASTER THAN ON THOSE FINER DAYS, THEY'RE GONE ON THIS SHITTY DAY, FALLING FASTER THAN WE HAVE, WE HAVE ON THIS SHITTY DAY, WALKING FASTER THAN ON THOSE FINER DAYS, THEY'RE GONE ON THIS SHITTY DAY, FALLING FASTER THAN WE HAVE EVER THOUGHT WE'D FALL IT'S YOUR DECISION TIME...
5.
Moments 05:05
IT'S ALL THOSE MOMENTS YOU LEFT BEHIND THAT ARE COMING BACK NOW BREAKING YOUR WINDOW GLASS IT'S ALL THOSE MOMENTS YOU LEFT BEHIND THAT ARE COMING BACK NOW PROMISING IT SHALL BE HARD, BUT IT'S EASIER YEAH IT SHALL BE HARD, BUT IT'S EASIER SO BRING YOUR CIRCUS SHOW YOUR MONEY'S NOT WORTH ANYMORE GO BRING YOUR BODY BAG, YOU'RE HEART'S IN THERE AND IT'S SLOWLY COMING BACK TO ME NOW AND IT'S EASIER IT'S ALL THOSE MOMENTS I LEFT BEHIND THAT ARE COMING RIGHT BACK PAINTING MY WINDOWS BLACK, AHA... SO BRING YOUR CIRCUS SHOW YOUR MOUTH'S NOT WORTH ANYMORE THE EXPLOSION ONLY INNOCENT CAN SAY IT'S EASIER, BUT IT'S NOTHING UNLESS THE SOUL IS SHAKING, SHOW YOURSELF, IRREGULAR, BE YOUR LOVE BABE, IT'S EASIER TO BE HARD IT'S ALL THOSE MOMENTS YOU LEFT BEHIND THAT YOUR BODY ONCE FOUGHT TO DENY TO SAY IT WAS HARD, NOW IT'S EASIER YOU SAY IT WAS HARD, 'CAUSE IT'S EASIER
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Heaven 05:14
WELL HEAVEN IS MADE OUT OF THINGS THAT YOU PUT ME TROUGH... THERE'S NOT MUCH TO SAY BUT IT IS WHAT YOU WANTED TO WELL HEAVEN IS MADE OUT OF HURT IN YOUR ANGEL EYES THERE'S NOT MUCH TO SAY AND IT IS FELT BY YOU AND I WELL HEAVEN IS MADE OUT OF THINGS THAT YOU PUT ME TROUGH... THERE'S NOT MUCH TO SAY 'BUT THE WORDS ALL THE LOVERS DO IF HEAVEN IS MADE OUT OF BLOSSOMING VIOLET SKIES THIS WORLD'S OLD AND VAGUE BUT IT IS MADE FOR YOU AND I 'CAUSE THERE'S NOTHING MUCH TO TAKE AND YOU'RE WILLING THAT YOU BRAKE AND THERE'S NOTHING MUCH TO CHOOSE THIS WORLD IS WILLING THAT YOU LOOSE BUT IT'S MADE FOR YOU AND I FILLED WITH THORNS SO WE CAN THRIVE I KNOW IT ISN'T MUCH TO SAY: HEAVEN'S HERE WITH METODAY WHEN THERE'S NOTHING MUCH TO CHOOSE THIS WORLD IS WILLING THAT YOU LOOSE BUT IT'S MADE FOR YOU AND I ALWAYS KNOW THAT YOU CAN CRY UNLESS YOU'RE WILLING TO OBBEY AND HOPE THAT EVERYTHING'S OK THEN THE PLACE YOU WANT TO SEE WILL BE THE FACE YOU'RE GONNA LEAVE 'CAUSE HEAVEN IS MADE OUT OF US IF YOU WANNA TRY THERE'S SOMEONE TO SAVE US ALL MADE UP BY YOU AND I UNLESS YOU'RE WILLING THAT YOU LOOSE WHEN LIFE IS MORE THAN YOU CAN CHEW THEN THE PLACE YOU WANT TO SEE WILL BE THE FACE YOU'RE GONNA LEAVE HEAVEN... AND THIS SONG... I DON'T WANT TO BE ALONE... ...AND YOU FADE, LIKE YOU'VE FALLEN FROM GRACE... THEN I WIN, AND YOU LOOSE, BUT THERE'S NOTHING TO CHOOSE THEN I WAKE UP, FACE UP, WITH YOUR HEART'S ENDLESS SHIVER IN GOLD...
7.
HEY YOU, DON'T YOU KNOW THAT IT'S OKAY TO HAVE IT ANY OTHER WAY THAN TAKING YOURSELF TO BLAME HEY YOU, DON'T YOU KNOW WHAT IS SUBLIME?; NOT STARRING AT THE SUDDEN LIGHT OR HATING YOURSELF AT NIGHT HEY YOU, DON'T YOU KNOW THAT IT'S NOT FINE DENYING THAT YOU LIVE A LIE AND BRACING YOURSELF TO FIGHT AND WHO, WHO'S TO SAY THAT IT'S OKAY TO SLAVE 'EM IN YOUR NARROW WAY BY RAPING YOURSELF TODAY WHO, WHO, YOU, YOU... "THIS IS THE FIRST TIME I'M GOING TO CHURCH I NEVER CARED WHAT THEY SAY FOR WHAT IT'S WORTH" HEY YOU, DON'T YOU KNOW THAT IT'S A MISS JERKING ON YOUR SUNDAY'S WISH AND BREAKING YOURSELF TO TEARS... IT'S WHAT YOU WANTED TO DON'T YOU KNOW IT'S WHAT YOU WANNA DO WHO, WHO, YOU, YOU.... AND NOW YOU SAY THAT MAGIC IS GONE WHILE TELEVISION IS ON AND THAT YOU JUST TURNED 41 AND THAT YOUR VISION IS GONE I SAY: WHO LIES TO WHOM WHO LIES TO WHOM IT'S WHAT YOU WANTED TO DON'T YOU KNOW IT'S WHAT YOU WANNA DO HEY YOU...
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Allison 03:48
LAST NIGHT WHEN I SAW YOUR FACE BABBLING ON HOW THE WINNERS KILL I LONGED FOR A WINTER CHILL HELL BESIDE ME, SO THAT WE COULD FEEL WHAT IT TAKES, 'CAUSE IT'S ONLY BEEN A WHILE SO GIVE ME ALL, THAT I CAN TAKE TO GIVE UP, TO GIVE UP... "WE'RE ALL JUST A PART OF IT..." DON'T JUST STAND THERE, GIRL, LET'S SWALLOW IT, "COME HERE SO I SEE YOUR FACE...." OH, ALLISON, DON'T HESITATE, PICK IT UP LET'S HAVE IT ALL, MORE THAN THIS, MORE THAN THIS, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE, SOME MORE OF IT... AHA, EHE, AHA, MORE OF IT, EHE, AHA... MORE THAN THIS, AHA, EHE, AHA... MORE OF IT, AHA, AHA... AND BREAK YOURSELF, SPIT IT ALL OUT.. BREAK YOURSELVES, BREAK YOURSELF... AHA, EHE, AHA, SELF, AHA, AHA.... MORE THAN THIS, AHA, EHE... SELF, AHA...

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released February 13, 2017

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Jonathan Rijeka, Croatia

Jonathan is a band of five close friends from Rijeka whose paths crossed in 2011. Their music is maybe best described as dark-lens optimism - there is an honest undertone of pain and angst in almost all of the tracks - which allows for a punky vibe - and a surge of energy and hope which leaves you blindsided.

Ziro - vocals
Husta - drums
Nixon - bass
Rade - guitar
Tomo - guitar
Hrvoje - keyboard
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