To Love

by Jonathan

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released February 13, 2017

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Jonathan Rijeka, Croatia

Jonathan is a band of five close friends from Rijeka, Croatia whose paths crossed in 2011. Their music is maybe best described as dark-lens optimism - there is an honest undertone of pain and angst in almost all of the tracks - which allows for a punky vibe - and a surge of energy and hope which leaves you blindsided.

Ziro - vocals
Husta - drums
Nixon - bass
Rade - guitar
Tomo - guitar
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Track Name: Battles
CONVERSATIONS MAKE ME CRAWL ON THE GROUND
BUT THERE'S SO MUCH I OUGHTA DO
I SEEK THE TREASURES TO STOP ME WONDER AROUND
I MAKE DECISIONS TO FEEL LESS OF RIDICULE

AND SPIT MY HEART OUT
I'LL SPIT MY HEART OUT
THEN I'LL BE YOUR, I'LL BE YOUR GUIDE
YES I'LL BE YOUR, I'LL BE YOUR GUIDE

THE BATTLES OF ME, THE BATTLES OF YOU
THE BATTLES I HATE, THAT WE CAN ALL CHOOSE
THE BATTLES OF FATE, THE BATTLES OF LUST
THE BATTLES I CRAVE, SO WE COULD ADJUST
IT'S THE BATTLES OF...

THE BATTLES I CRAVE, THE BATTLES I CHOOSE
THE BATTLES I NEED, THE BATTLES I USE
THE BATTLES OF YOU, THE BATTLES OF ME
THE BATTLES I HATE, SO WE COULD UNSEE

THE BATTLES OF PEACE, THE BATTLES OF US
THE BATTLES I CRAVE, SO WE CAN ALL RUST
THE BATTLES I HATE, THE BATTLES OF YOU
THE BATTLES I NEED, THE BATTLES I CHOOSE
IT'S THE BATTLES OF...
Track Name: Coming Again
AND IT'S COMING AGAIN, AND IT'S SO HARD TO TAKE
IT'S COMING FROM EVERYONE YOU TRUST
THE FEELING YOU JUST CAN'T AJDUST

WHEN IT'S COMING AGAING, IT'S SO HARD TO LOOSE
THE FEELING YOU JUST CAN'T REFUSE
BEING THE ONE YOU'RE LEFT TO CHOOSE

WHEN YOU SEE ME COMING OVER
AND IT BLOWS YOUR FACE AWAY
HEAR ME SHOUT, THROUGH THE WINTER:
"TO FORGIVE, TO FORGET..."

YOU SAY IT WASN'T YOUR FRIEND
AND THAT YOU SUFFER ALONE
YOU KNOW THE TRIPS THAT CARRY YOUR
WILL TO SEE WHAT'S LEFT UNDONE

BUT WHEN YOUR'RE FALLING AWAY
AND YOU MISS YOUR HOME
YOU'RE CALLING OUT TO EVERYONE:
"NOTHING EVER FELT SO WRONG..."

THEN YOU SEE ME COMING OVER
AND IT BLOWS YOUR FACE AWAY
HEAR ME SHOUT, THROUGH THE WINTER:
"TO FORGIVE, TO FORGET..."
AND YOU SEE ME HOWLING OVER
WHAT'S NEEDLESS TO SAY...
HERE WE ARE, IN THE WINTER
WE'RE FROZEN...

"WILL YOU BE THE ONE, TO STAND IN MY PLACE?
YOU CAN DO HARM AND YOU CAN ERASE
WILL ALL THAT I AM EVER MAKE SENSE TO YOU...?
WILL YOU BE THE ONE, CALLED A MISTAKE?
TO SWALLOW MY WOUNDS, THE ONES I CAN TAKE
WILL YOU BE THE ONE I KNOW I CAN TRUST?
TO SHOW WHAT I NEED, TO SEE THROUGH THE DUST
PLEASE BE THE ONE, THAT KNOWS I'M A WASTE
YOU CAN DO HARM AND YOU CAN EMBRACE
WILL YOU...BE YOU?..."

SEE ME COMING OVER, LET IT BLOW YOUR FACE AWAY
'CAUSE IT'S NEEDLES TO SAY, THAT YOU BLEW IT ALL AWAY
THOUGH IT ALL MAKES SENSE TO YOU, AND THERE IS NO WAY TO PROVE
THAT YOU THREW IT ALL AWAY, ALL AWAY MY CHILD...
Track Name: Leaving Here
AND I DON'T FEEL LIKE LEAVING HERE

ALTHOUGH I DON'T THINK THAT I'M REALLY HERE

BUT I WON'T JUDGE IF IT STRIPS ME BARE

TODAY...


AND I WON'T HOLD A GRUDGE BY STAYING HERE

'CAUSE IT'S TOO LATE, AND IT'S OLD, AND IT HARDLY SEEMS FAIR


AND I DON'T FEEL IT'S ANYONE...

AND I DON'T FEEL IT'S ANYONE'S FAULT
Track Name: Days
ON THIS SHITTY DAY, WALKING FASTER THAN
ON THOSE FINER DAYS, THEY'RE GONE
ON THIS SHITTY DAY, FALLING FASTER THAN
WE HAVE EVER THOUGHT WE'D FALL...

"IT'S EASIER WHEN YOU CRY, YOU FAKE IT AND IT'S A LIE
TO MAKE ME SOFT, TO GIVE ME WHAT YOU WANNA SEE..."
BUT WELL, YOU SEE, WHEN IT'S OVER I'M NEAR TO YOU,
THEN I'M SO SOBER, AND IT'S NOT TRUE
I SAY IT'S MY ACHING HEART, THAT KEEPS ME ALIVE
AND THAT WE ARE TOO SOBER TO FUCK IT UP

ON THIS SHITTY DAY, WALKING FASTER THAN
ON THOSE FINER DAYS, THEY'RE GONE
ON THIS SHITTY DAY, FALLING FASTER THAN
WE HAVE, WE HAVE
ON THIS SHITTY DAY, WALKING FASTER THAN
ON THOSE FINER DAYS, THEY'RE GONE
ON THIS SHITTY DAY, FALLING FASTER THAN
WE HAVE EVER THOUGHT WE'D FALL

NOW IT'S BEEN SEVEN SEAS, AND SEVENTY YEARS
I HOLD ONTO, ALL THERE IS TO
SEE YOU WAKING, SLOWLY WAKING...SLOWLY MAKING, DISTANT LOVE
UNTIL YOU ARE TENDER, THEN YOU WILL SURRENDER TO ME
IT'S ALL THERE IS YOU SEE, NOW TO WHO
SHOULD I SAY:"I WANNA DO IT, OH AND DISSOLVE IN YOU",
IT'S GETTING HARDER TO SEE WHERE IT GOT TO...
SAY YOU WANT IT, SAY YOU WANT IT NOW,
I KNOW IT'S SO LOW, AND NOT HUMBLE ENOUGH, MY PART IS TO SAY:

ON THIS SHITTY DAY, WALKING FASTER THAN
ON THOSE FINER DAYS, THEY'RE GONE
ON THIS SHITTY DAY, FALLING FASTER THAN
WE HAVE, WE HAVE
ON THIS SHITTY DAY, WALKING FASTER THAN
ON THOSE FINER DAYS, THEY'RE GONE
ON THIS SHITTY DAY, FALLING FASTER THAN
WE HAVE EVER THOUGHT WE'D FALL
IT'S YOUR DECISION TIME...
Track Name: Moments
IT'S ALL THOSE MOMENTS YOU LEFT BEHIND
THAT ARE COMING BACK NOW
BREAKING YOUR WINDOW GLASS

IT'S ALL THOSE MOMENTS YOU LEFT BEHIND
THAT ARE COMING BACK NOW
PROMISING IT SHALL BE HARD, BUT IT'S EASIER
YEAH IT SHALL BE HARD, BUT IT'S EASIER

SO BRING YOUR CIRCUS SHOW
YOUR MONEY'S NOT WORTH ANYMORE
GO BRING YOUR BODY BAG, YOU'RE HEART'S IN THERE
AND IT'S SLOWLY COMING BACK TO ME NOW
AND IT'S EASIER

IT'S ALL THOSE MOMENTS I LEFT BEHIND
THAT ARE COMING RIGHT BACK
PAINTING MY WINDOWS BLACK, AHA...

SO BRING YOUR CIRCUS SHOW
YOUR MOUTH'S NOT WORTH ANYMORE
THE EXPLOSION ONLY INNOCENT
CAN SAY IT'S EASIER, BUT IT'S NOTHING UNLESS
THE SOUL IS SHAKING, SHOW YOURSELF, IRREGULAR,
BE YOUR LOVE BABE, IT'S EASIER TO BE HARD

IT'S ALL THOSE MOMENTS YOU LEFT BEHIND
THAT YOUR BODY ONCE FOUGHT TO DENY
TO SAY IT WAS HARD, NOW IT'S EASIER
YOU SAY IT WAS HARD, 'CAUSE IT'S EASIER
Track Name: Heaven
WELL HEAVEN IS MADE OUT OF THINGS THAT YOU PUT ME TROUGH...
THERE'S NOT MUCH TO SAY BUT IT IS WHAT YOU WANTED TO
WELL HEAVEN IS MADE OUT OF HURT IN YOUR ANGEL EYES
THERE'S NOT MUCH TO SAY AND IT IS FELT BY YOU AND I

WELL HEAVEN IS MADE OUT OF THINGS THAT YOU PUT ME TROUGH...
THERE'S NOT MUCH TO SAY 'BUT THE WORDS ALL THE LOVERS DO
IF HEAVEN IS MADE OUT OF BLOSSOMING VIOLET SKIES
THIS WORLD'S OLD AND VAGUE BUT IT IS MADE FOR YOU AND I

'CAUSE THERE'S NOTHING MUCH TO TAKE
AND YOU'RE WILLING THAT YOU BRAKE
AND THERE'S NOTHING MUCH TO CHOOSE
THIS WORLD IS WILLING THAT YOU LOOSE
BUT IT'S MADE FOR YOU AND I
FILLED WITH THORNS SO WE CAN THRIVE
I KNOW IT ISN'T MUCH TO SAY:
HEAVEN'S HERE WITH METODAY

WHEN THERE'S NOTHING MUCH TO CHOOSE
THIS WORLD IS WILLING THAT YOU LOOSE
BUT IT'S MADE FOR YOU AND I
ALWAYS KNOW THAT YOU CAN CRY

UNLESS YOU'RE WILLING TO OBBEY
AND HOPE THAT EVERYTHING'S OK
THEN THE PLACE YOU WANT TO SEE
WILL BE THE FACE YOU'RE GONNA LEAVE

'CAUSE HEAVEN IS MADE OUT OF US IF YOU WANNA TRY
THERE'S SOMEONE TO SAVE US ALL MADE UP BY YOU AND I
UNLESS YOU'RE WILLING THAT YOU LOOSE
WHEN LIFE IS MORE THAN YOU CAN CHEW
THEN THE PLACE YOU WANT TO SEE
WILL BE THE FACE YOU'RE GONNA LEAVE

HEAVEN... AND THIS SONG... I DON'T WANT TO BE ALONE...
...AND YOU FADE, LIKE YOU'VE FALLEN FROM GRACE...
THEN I WIN, AND YOU LOOSE, BUT THERE'S NOTHING TO CHOOSE
THEN I WAKE UP, FACE UP, WITH YOUR HEART'S ENDLESS SHIVER IN GOLD...
Track Name: Who Lies To Whom
HEY YOU, DON'T YOU KNOW THAT IT'S OKAY
TO HAVE IT ANY OTHER WAY
THAN TAKING YOURSELF TO BLAME

HEY YOU, DON'T YOU KNOW WHAT IS SUBLIME?;
NOT STARRING AT THE SUDDEN LIGHT
OR HATING YOURSELF AT NIGHT

HEY YOU, DON'T YOU KNOW THAT IT'S NOT FINE
DENYING THAT YOU LIVE A LIE
AND BRACING YOURSELF TO FIGHT

AND WHO, WHO'S TO SAY THAT IT'S OKAY
TO SLAVE 'EM IN YOUR NARROW WAY
BY RAPING YOURSELF TODAY

WHO, WHO, YOU, YOU...

"THIS IS THE FIRST TIME I'M GOING TO CHURCH
I NEVER CARED WHAT THEY SAY FOR WHAT IT'S WORTH"

HEY YOU, DON'T YOU KNOW THAT IT'S A MISS
JERKING ON YOUR SUNDAY'S WISH
AND BREAKING YOURSELF TO TEARS...

IT'S WHAT YOU WANTED TO
DON'T YOU KNOW
IT'S WHAT YOU WANNA DO

WHO, WHO, YOU, YOU....

AND NOW YOU SAY THAT MAGIC IS GONE
WHILE TELEVISION IS ON
AND THAT YOU JUST TURNED 41
AND THAT YOUR VISION IS GONE

I SAY:
WHO LIES TO WHOM
WHO LIES TO WHOM

IT'S WHAT YOU WANTED TO
DON'T YOU KNOW
IT'S WHAT YOU WANNA DO

HEY YOU...
Track Name: Allison
LAST NIGHT WHEN I SAW YOUR FACE
BABBLING ON HOW THE WINNERS KILL
I LONGED FOR A WINTER CHILL
HELL BESIDE ME, SO THAT WE COULD FEEL
WHAT IT TAKES, 'CAUSE IT'S ONLY BEEN A WHILE
SO GIVE ME ALL, THAT I CAN TAKE
TO GIVE UP, TO GIVE UP...

"WE'RE ALL JUST A PART OF IT..."
DON'T JUST STAND THERE, GIRL,
LET'S SWALLOW IT,
"COME HERE SO I SEE YOUR FACE...."
OH, ALLISON, DON'T HESITATE, PICK IT UP
LET'S HAVE IT ALL,
MORE THAN THIS, MORE THAN THIS,
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE, SOME MORE OF IT...

AHA, EHE, AHA, MORE OF IT, EHE, AHA...
MORE THAN THIS, AHA, EHE, AHA...
MORE OF IT, AHA, AHA...

AND BREAK YOURSELF, SPIT IT ALL OUT..
BREAK YOURSELVES, BREAK YOURSELF...

AHA, EHE, AHA, SELF, AHA, AHA....
MORE THAN THIS, AHA, EHE...
SELF, AHA...